Over 158 Police Officers Killed Themselves In 2018

More police and firefighters are dying by their own hands than are being killed in the line of duty.

Chicago, IL – More first responders died from suicide than were killed in the line of duty in 2018.

WGN reported that at least 158 police officers died by their own hand in the United States in 2018, and experts estimate that suicides by other first responders are largely under-reported.

A recent study of first responder deaths in 2017 by the Ruderman Family Foundation found that the rate of post-traumatic stress disorder and depression is five times higher in police, firefighters, and EMTs than that of the civilian population.

The study found that “public discourse seldom acknowledges the fact that first responders witness tragedy and horror regularly, if not daily.”

“Constant exposure to death and destruction exerts a toll on the mental health of first responders, and yet many do not disclose mental health issues nor do they access treatment,” the study determined.

In 2017, at least 243 police officers, deputies, and firefighters committed suicide – 21 more first responders than were killed in the line of duty during the same year, according to WTVT.

“We’ve collected as much information as we possibly can on the names of officers who die by suicide every year,” co-founder of Blue H.E.L.P. Steven Hough said in a press release that announced the most recent statistics on police officer deaths.

“The problem is, we know there are other tragic deaths by suicide that we don’t know about. So as bad a number as we have this year, we’re saddened by the fact that we know in reality the number is higher,” Hough said.

The number of suicides is high across all first responder professions.

"First responders are even more vulnerable to things like PTSD, substance use, depression, anxiety. Unfortunately, there's so much stigma to get help,” Crisis Center of Tampa CEO Claire Reynolds explained.

Reynolds told WTVT that the stigma of mental health issues – and fear of losing their jobs as a result of admitting to them - is usually what keeps first responders from coming forward to seek help.

But while that may have been true in the past, she said that’s not the current situation.

"There's the mindset of if I ask for help, that there's some sort of weakness, I might be judged, I might lose my job, and that's just not the reality anymore,” Reynolds said.

But critics cited the lack of resources available to police officers and said that data told another story.

Less than 10 percent of police departments in the country actually have suicide prevention programs, WGN reported.

The Ruderman study found that not much has been done to address the rates of suicide by first responders nationwide, and said part of that might be because the mainstream media frequently failed to report on first responders who killed themselves.

“It’s really shocking, and part of what’s interesting is that line-of-duty deaths are covered so widely by the press but suicides are not, and it’s because of the level of secrecy around these deaths, which really shows the stigmas,” Ruderman study co-author Miriam Heyman told USA Today.

Heyman said departments are frequently not forthcoming about suicides as if they are ashamed of those deaths, and she said that shame is having a “deadly result.”

Blue Lives Matter can confirm Heyman’s assessment because it has frequently run into roadblocks from within police departments when trying to gather information about fallen officers for “Hero Down” articles.

Many departments never issue any sort of public statement about officers who have died by their own hand, as if the shame from the tragedy put a cloud over the fallen officer’s contributions to the community during their career in public service.

Officers who commit suicide are not buried with police honors, USA Today reported.

“There is not enough conversation about mental health within police and fire departments,” the Ruderman study showed. “Silence can be deadly, because it is interpreted as a lack of acceptance and thus morphs into a barrier that prevents first responders from accessing potentially life-saving mental health services.”

The International Association of Chiefs of Police put out a report in 2018 that noted it was nearly impossible to track first responder suicides because they’re frequently not reported, according to USA Today.

"It is a departmental issue that should be addressed globally. Departments must break the silence on law enforcement suicides by building up effective and continuing suicide-prevention programs," the associations report noted.

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how much of this can be attributed to the false excoriatings that are relentlessly meted out to them by the media, the ignorant public, and even some officials and politicians? They put their lives on the line every day, and are met with so much hate, disrespect, and derision it is incomprehensible. The media play a measurable part in this, and so does everyone that supports the misinformation and distortions that the media spew.


Good. Instead of shooting innocent people get rid of yourself. A lot less paperwork!!


Gender biased Family Court is killing most all of these individuals. Its the same with the Veteran community. Nobody wants to admit or study this like I have. These men (yes, most all are men) need legal aid in their divorces and custody battles. Law enforcement and Veterans have the highest divorce rate as a result of the stresses of their jobs. The suicides are a result of loss of children, home, job, resources, and reputation from the aftermath of divorce and child custody battles. It's all to easy for a malicious wife to paint a cop or soldier as a bad guy to a largely feminist Court. Add to this, the Federal government is financially supporting this war against fathers by financially rewarding States who take men's custody of their children in order to minimize the child support award to the mom's. The Feds under Title 4D make matching payments to the State government's for all child support awards paid by the father. This incentivises disproportional child custody rulings. domestic violence industry completely sides with the women and mandatorily arrests and disemploys the cop or soldier. This is a large tactic abused by too many wives who want an easy and fast resolution to the marriage and child custody issue. Many men are destroyed by mere allegations lacking any evidence and much more of the abuse is false or completely mutual than is admitted by the court. Abuse allegations are all to common a tactic used to gain advantage in divorce and child custody. The Constutional Rights mean nothing to the Family Court as it is a Court of Equity and doesn't have to rule on Contitutional Law but merely on Discretion of a sole judge in a jurieless kangaroo court with no oversight. Nobody knows this or wants to admit to it or investigate this issue at its core problem. They all want to bury it and talk about treating the depression with more meds and stupid talk therapy. The only talking that is going to help is talking to a lawyer in these cases. As soon as your talking to a therapist your immediately stigmatized by the court as dangerous or defective. I'm trying to get support in raising awareness to bring about change in the VA and Police departments to provide practical legal assistance to these individuals in an effort to protect their Fundamental Rights to their children and their very lives as a result. If you wish to join me in my effort please contact me bob.marslek@gmail.com


Even if the officer seeks professional help and he is put on any kind of medication he has to report to the department what medications he or she is taking one reason they do not seek help. Officers share with other officers but its usually over drinks after work and they make jokes of it even though it's not what they are feeling. They need to find a way for officers to feel safe in seeking help and to remove the stigma of needing help


My God. Please talk to other cop s,, serving or ex. I did 25 yrs and i will talk talk to any cop if they need to unload. Im on fb Stuart Brown. Reach out. Im in Australia but im here to chat if need be! You are not alone.